Whoop-Di-Whoop

Halle has been, not difficult exactly, but more difficult that usual lately. I can't figure it out, except maybe it's the terrible two's catching up to us a year late (she was an easy 2 year old.)

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This morning we went to the library and I had to threaten "no new books" if she didn't stop whining on the way there. Thankfully it worked, because it wouldn't have been a fun threat to follow through with.
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After the library we had to run a few more errands before heading home. At the grocery store I finally had to buckle her in the cart like a baby because she wasn't listening very well (opening the freezer doors and pulling packs of cheese off the racks after being told to stop.) I had reached my limit by the time we got in the car. And it didn't help that it was raining and Cate was tired too.
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On the way home I told Halle she could talk, but to do it quietly. After a few miles she asked, "Mommy, can I sing a song for you?" I (I hate to admit it) rolled my eyes and said yes. She sang the sweetest little version of "A dream is a wish your heart makes" from Cinderella. I'm pretty sure not one word was right, but I almost cried anyway.
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Then she said, "Mommy, can I try another song for you?" She started singing the funniest thing I have heard in a LONG time. Something she made up about the rain splatting the car and the wipers going "WHOOP-di-WHOOP!" Even Cate was laughing. Again, I had tears in my eyes- this time from laughing.

Isn't it strange how a song can change moods? Have you ever been in the car and heard a song on the radio that made you happy or moody or sad? I have. And maybe it's just me. A long time ago I learned that the song I have in my head plays a big big part in the mood that I'm in. (I am not musical in any way- don't misunderstand- but I love to listen. And sing when no one is near.)

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I know that God does not have our limitations, and He probably doesn't roll his eyes, but I can't imagine how frustrating it must be for Him when I get willful. Everyday. When I don't do (say, think) the things I know I should do and I do do the things I know I shouldn't. But it is a precious thing to know that He loves me so much more that I could ever love Halle. My heart melts when she sings for me. The Bible says "Sing to the Lord, you saints of his; praise his holy name" (Ps 30:4.) Perhaps this command isn't just because He likes to hear us, but because there is something about getting words in your head- especially TRUE Words- that change US. Change our moods. Change our focus.

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So today I'm choosing to sing and keep a song in my heart.

Care to join me?

I dare you.

You'll see.